Friday, July 5, 2013

Expect Nothing in This World



Independence Day has just passed. For many Americans, it is nearly a religious experience. But what is the American religion?

The American religion, which conservatives conflate with Christianity, is that we deserve to have instant access to every pleasure, regardless of the effects our pleasures have on other people. This is in complete contrast with Buddhism and also with Jesus, who told us to take no thought for the morrow, of what we should eat or drink or wear. And our economy depends on stoking our desires for instant gratification. If people started acting like Buddha or Jesus, our economy would collapse instantly. No corporation can thrive by pandering to the pleasures of people who do not feel the need to seek pleasures.

I am pretty good at not having desires and cravings for physical pleasure, at least for those pleasures that cost money and require time. But I am not perfect. During a recent excursion into the world of cravings, I learned a couple of things that helped me to understand better that physical gratification offers essentially nothing but frustration.

You will probably think this is weird, but I really like watching Perry Mason reruns from the 1960s. Perry Mason shows were a particular art form with a very specific structure. Even though each episode concerns a heinous crime, the structure of the show (the courtroom scene always begins at the half hour, for example, and the true criminal confesses his crime about eight minutes before the end) offers a comforting structure to the world. Everything is well, chaos is in retreat, when Perry Mason is at work. But where can you find these reruns? Perhaps online, if you subscribe to a download service. I do not, since I would use it only to watch a few Perry Mason reruns every summer. Blockbuster? Forget it. They do not even know that television existed in the 1960s. That leaves the public library. In Tulsa, you can find Perry Mason DVDs at libraries. Well, except that they are usually checked out by people even older than I am. It turns out that, if you want to put a hold on one, it will take at least three weeks before you can get it. There is no such thing as watching one of these DVDs on a whim. Since watching videos for pleasure is not something I often do, I am not accustomed to planning my video watching three weeks in advance. This is, for me, a formula for frustration.

There are three ways to avoid this frustration. One is to allow substitutibility for pleasures. (Did I spell that right?) If you want to watch a video, you should be open to almost any video—and they are mostly alike, and have blood and violence as their principal content. If you desire only to see a bloody, violent video (which Perry Mason is not; if there is blood, it does not show up well in black and white), then you can walk into any Blockbuster and find something that will please you. The second is to be willing to wait, which is frustrating. The third is the way that Jesus and Buddha talked about: to simply not desire any such pleasures.

My choice is somewhere between number 1 and number 3. I have lots of books, and lots of CDs I bought about a decade ago.  I can simply choose to enjoy what I already have, assuming that I can convince myself to substitute one of them for Perry Mason. I have not quite gotten to the point of desiring nothing. But I don’t have to, so long as I can be satisfied with whatever I happen to already have access to. And when I spend an evening with my wife, we can read stories to one another. But I’m sure Jesus was able to enjoy some pleasures also, even if it was only the pleasure of finding some cool fresh water in the desert.

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