It
is the Sunday before Christmas. Doctrinal churches call it the last Sunday of
Advent. It’s been a while since I’ve been to church, but this does not mean I
am without religious feelings and sensibilities. And I would like to share some
with you.
We
recently had an ice storm, which deposited about three-quarters of an inch of
ice on every exposed surface except for the ground. Streets remain clear, but
everything else is glazed with a layer of crystal. It is not always
symmetrical; a branch may have a half an inch of ice on one side and a quarter
on the other.
There
is not much that we can do about the ice except, on a Sunday morning, go out
and appreciate its beauty: to notice such things as the asymmetry of ice on
branches. The ice transforms everything into an object of beauty. Buds, already
half-swollen for spring, are encased in it. Spheres of sycamore seeds become
bizarre tree-ornaments, hanging from the trees by their loose stalks. Best of
all, the ice magnifies and distorts beautiful colors, such as crimson holly
berries and blue cedar berries. When the sun briefly emerges from behind thick
gray clouds, the world becomes a crystal palace, like the one that Lara and
Yuri walked through in Dr. Zhivago.
Inevitably, the music of Journey through Snow Country and Dance of the
Snowflakes from The Nutcracker filled
my mind. I wonder if Tchaikovsky, who was depressed and who particularly
despised the Nutcracker music that he himself wrote, could have imagined that
someone almost 140 years later would me walking around in Oklahoma (which did
not even exist at the time) thinking of his music. I consciously invited the
beauty of ice and music to fill my mind.
We
could, I suppose, have gone to church to sing about and listen to sermons about
doctrines. But I believe we made the better choice, to go walking in the ice
with hearts open to the beauty of the thin layer of cosmos that clings to our
little path of Earth.
Back
at a “Bible church” of which I was a member long ago, a former missionary related
a story to me. An African tribal chief had said that he knew there was a God
because he could see God’s tracks, just as he knew that certain animals were
present, though unseen, because of their tracks. We might say, instead of
tracks, God’s phenomena—the appearance
(Greek phainen, to manifest) of the
unseen in the world of the seen. The missionary meant, by this, that you could
recognize the presence of God because of the evidences of creationism. While I
consider creation-science to be ridiculous, I have to admit that, if there is
some kind of God of love, I saw God’s phenomena this morning.
Whatever
beliefs you may have or lack, I wish you a time of looking for, and finding,
beauty.
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